CHARACTER

Jackson

Quick Facts

  • Role: Narrator and protagonist of Crenshaw; a scientifically minded fifth-grader balancing logic with looming uncertainty
  • First appearance: Chapter 1
  • Key relationships: Crenshaw (imaginary friend), Robin (younger sister), Mom and Dad (parents), Marisol (best friend)
  • Core conflict: A fact-loving kid forced to face the instability of Poverty and Homelessness and the return of a giant, talking cat he can’t explain

Who They Are

Jackson is a boy who wants the world to make sense. He trusts data, not daydreams; checklists, not coincidences. But when his family slides toward eviction and hunger, the neat boundaries of his mind blur with the reappearance of Crenshaw. Jackson’s essence lies in this tension: he is both a protector determined to manage reality and a child who needs the imaginative comfort he’s taught himself to reject. His darker hair and eyes—“and sometimes so is my mood” (Chapter 8)—mark him as temperamentally out of step with his cheerful family, underscoring his self-appointed role as the household’s realist.

Personality & Traits

Jackson’s identity is built on control: knowing the truth, predicting outcomes, and keeping his emotions contained. Yet his restraint masks a deep tenderness, especially toward his sister, and a vulnerability that finally insists on being heard.

  • Logical and fact-oriented: He aspires to be an animal scientist and dismisses make-believe as deception: “Stories are lies… And I don’t like being lied to” (Chapter 2). Crenshaw’s return directly challenges this creed.
  • Observant: He catalogues warning signs with clinical precision—“Big piles of bills. Parents whispering. Parents arguing. Stuff getting sold” (Chapter 10)—as if naming the pattern could tame it.
  • Mature and responsible: Called an “old soul” by his principal (Chapter 32), Jackson stays calm in crises, even taking charge during a raccoon invasion while others panic.
  • Protective: He shields Robin from fear, inventing games like cerealball to distract her and repeating, “Everything’s fine. I promise,” despite knowing it isn’t (Chapter 17).
  • Internalizes stress: Determined not to add to his parents’ burden, he swallows his own anxiety—pressure that resurfaces in the form of Crenshaw as a Coping with Stress and Trauma strategy.
  • Appearance as self-perception: “My hair and eyes are darker, and sometimes so is my mood” (Chapter 8) ties his darker features to his somber outlook, subtly contrasting him with his blond, upbeat family.

Character Journey

Jackson begins by policing reality: if he can stick to facts, he won’t have to feel fear. That stance buckles when he senses his parents aren’t being fully honest about money. The gap between what they say and what he sees feeds his frustration with their evasions and strains Honesty and Communication at home. In Part Two’s flashbacks, he relives the minivan period—trauma he’d pushed down—revealing why hunger and instability carry such force for him. His lowest moral point, shoplifting food for Robin and even a dog cookie (Chapter 36), shows how desperation can override his rule-following identity and intensifies his guilt. With gentle prodding from Crenshaw and steady acceptance from Marisol, he admits that some truths are felt before they’re proven. The turning point arrives when he voices his anger, fear, and need for clarity to his parents (Chapter 50). By the end, he integrates what he once saw as opposites—Truth and Imagination—using both to face uncertainty with openness rather than denial.

Key Relationships

  • Crenshaw: More mirror than mascot, Crenshaw embodies Jackson’s unspoken needs—comfort, play, permission to feel. The cat nudges him past factual recitations toward hard conversations, insisting that telling the right truth to the right person is a form of courage.
  • Jackson’s parents: He loves them but resents their optimism and deflection. Their humor, once a balm, becomes a barrier; Jackson wants straight answers, not jokes. His emotional outburst cracks that pattern, replacing secrecy with mutual trust and clearer communication.
  • Robin: Jackson’s protective instinct is most tender with his little sister. He masks hunger with games, lies to keep her calm, and risks punishment to feed her—evidence that his rationality is rooted in love as much as logic.
  • Marisol: She offers nonjudgmental friendship and a validating outside view. When Jackson confides about eviction and Crenshaw, she neither mocks nor diagnoses; she invites him to “enjoy the magic,” giving him permission to accept what he can’t explain.

Defining Moments

Jackson’s growth shows in moments where facts fail and feeling must lead.

  • The first sighting (Chapter 1): He sees Crenshaw surfing—absurd, undeniable. Why it matters: It punctures his certainty that imagination can be controlled or ignored.
  • The bubble bath (Chapter 12): Catching Crenshaw luxuriating in his tub forces direct engagement. Why it matters: Denial becomes impossible; he must ask what the cat is “for,” not whether he exists.
  • Telling Marisol everything (Chapter 44): He risks embarrassment by sharing both eviction fears and Crenshaw. Why it matters: External acceptance helps him accept himself, reframing imagination as support rather than weakness.
  • Confronting his parents (Chapter 50): After drafting a runaway note, he unloads his fear and anger. Why it matters: The family’s communication resets; truth replaces protective secrecy and Jackson stops carrying the adult role alone.
  • Shoplifting for Robin (Chapter 36): He steals food and a dog cookie, then is wracked with guilt. Why it matters: It exposes the moral toll of scarcity and pushes him toward honest conversation over solitary, shame-filled solutions.

Essential Quotes

I like facts. Always have. True stuff. Two-plus-two-equals-four facts. Brussels-sprouts-taste-like-dirty-gym-socks facts... Stories are lies, when you get right down to it. And I don’t like being lied to.
— Jackson (Chapter 2)

This credo is Jackson’s shield. It keeps chaos at bay but also blocks the forms of truth that feelings and stories can carry—precisely the truths Crenshaw brings back into his life.

Sometimes I just wanted to be treated like a grown-up. I wanted to hear the truth, even if it wasn’t a happy truth. I understood things. I knew way more than they thought I did.
— Jackson (Chapter 9)

His plea targets the family’s habit of protecting through silence. It also reveals the burden of being an “old soul”: he wants agency, but that desire pushes him into loneliness and premature responsibility.

Looking at my family, all there together, I felt like a relative from out of town. Like I belonged to them, but not as much as they belonged to each other.
— Jackson (Chapter 8)

This captures his outsider self-conception—different in mood, outlook, even appearance. That distance explains both his seriousness and his hunger for a companion who gets him, which Crenshaw symbolically fulfills.

“You need to tell the truth, my friend.” The frog twitched, and Crenshaw froze, pure muscle and instinct.
“Which facts? Tell the truth to who?”
Crenshaw pulled his gaze off the frog. He looked at me, and to my surprise, I saw tenderness in his eyes. “To the person who matters most of all.”
— Crenshaw and Jackson (Chapter 16)

Crenshaw reframes truth from “facts about money” to “feelings to loved ones.” The moment shifts Jackson’s focus from observation to confession—truth as relationship, not just information.

I turned and hugged him hard. “I love you,” I said. “And that’s a fact.”
— Jackson to his dad (Chapter 52)

By calling love a “fact,” Jackson fuses his identity as a fact-checker with his new acceptance of emotional reality. It’s the synthesis his arc has been building toward.