Daniel Jun
Quick Facts
- Role: Head Boy at Higgs Academy; top student and early academic foil to the protagonist
- Core drive: Earn a place at Cambridge (Natural Sciences)
- Public persona: Ruthlessly efficient, sarcastic, unflappable
- Private stakes: A lifelong bond that becomes a secret romance; a fraught relationship to name, heritage, and self-worth
- Allies: A tight circle that eventually bands together to protect the person he loves most
Who He Is
Beneath the immaculate grades and the clipped remarks, Daniel Jun is a boy who mistakes achievement for safety. He believes the system will reward relentless effort, so he sharpens himself into the perfect candidate and dares not want anything messier. His story interrogates the suffocating pressure of academia and the education system and the quiet courage it takes to admit what you actually want, especially when that want is tangled up in love and privacy, as with the book’s exploration of LGBTQ+ identity and representation. The deeper we go, the more Daniel’s sarcasm reads like armor, and the more his ambition looks like a love letter to the people he’s terrified of losing.
Appearance
Daniel dresses to disappear: plain grey T‑shirts and blue jeans outside school, never patterned, hair in a neat quiff. After a growth spurt he’s taller than his best friend, a detail teased out during a drunken moment. Post-exam celebrations find him stuffed back into an old grammar-school uniform, trousers hovering above his ankles—a visual gag that punctures his “shining god of academia” image and hints at how ill-fitting his public role has become.
Personality & Traits
Daniel performs competence to survive, but his defining moments reveal how much tenderness sits behind that performance. He polices himself—voice, clothes, goals—because mess feels dangerous; yet when someone he loves is in trouble, he abandons pride without hesitation. His sarcasm is a moat; his loyalty is the castle.
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Ambitious and driven
- Evidence: He frames Cambridge as his sole distinguishing feature, insisting, “This is the only special thing about me.” His application to Natural Sciences is both plan and lifeline.
- Why it matters: Ambition isn’t vanity for him—it’s proof that he deserves to be chosen, especially by the person he loves.
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Competitive
- Evidence: He treats the rivalry at Higgs like a cold war even when others find it amusing.
- Why it matters: Competition is how he turns fear into rules: if there’s a scoreboard, he can’t be abandoned.
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Sarcastic and guarded
- Evidence: Early condescension about online culture; deadpan one-liners that keep people at arm’s length.
- Why it matters: The wit is real, but it’s also a seatbelt—he stays buckled so he won’t be flung into vulnerability.
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Loyal and protective
- Evidence: He checks on a drunk friend in the middle of a prank; he worries when they stop speaking; he joins the rescue effort despite personal humiliation.
- Why it matters: His care overrides his pride. When he chooses between dignity and devotion, he chooses devotion.
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Vulnerable and insecure
- Evidence: Fears he’s loved out of pity; confesses terror that he’s been silently discarded. Shares discomfort around his Korean name, Dae‑Sung, and the distance he feels from his heritage.
- Why it matters: His insecurities explain the mask. The boy who looks most certain is the one most afraid of being unwanted.
Character Journey
Daniel begins as the perfect antagonist for a high-achieving school story: the head boy who “hates” his counterpart because they’re both machines tuned to win. Cracks appear whenever his best friend is involved—caring for him while drunk, fretting about silence where there used to be effortless closeness. On results day, a campsite confession about his birth name, Dae‑Sung, and cultural dislocation reveals a different Daniel: not ruthless, but raw. The breaking point comes outside King’s College after his interview, when fear and grief force everything out—his childhood history, the secret romance, and the terror that he’s been quietly replaced. From there, he chooses action over ego: he joins the group determined to find the person he loves, and in doing so, he opens himself to a real friendship with someone he once saw only as a threat. By the end, the “study machine” is no longer a mask he needs to live behind.
Key Relationships
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Aled Last
Their bond begins in childhood and deepens into a secret, tender romance that Daniel struggles to name without breaking. Miscommunication and Daniel’s low self-worth convince him he’s being kept out of pity, not love, which fuels his panic and silence. Even so, his choices orbit Aled’s well-being; when crisis hits, Daniel abandons pride to do the unglamorous, necessary work of showing up. -
Frances Janvier
What starts as a high-stakes rivalry turns into an unexpected trust. Frances becomes the one person Daniel can tell the whole truth to—about his fear of being unwanted and the history he’s been carrying alone. Their friendship reframes competition as kinship: two overachievers learning that compassion, not grades, is the metric that matters.
Defining Moments
Daniel’s turning points aren’t about winning; they’re about telling the truth and choosing care over image.
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The prank call at Johnny R’s
- What happens: He tries to mock-call his rival but ends up revealing anxious concern for a drunk friend.
- Why it matters: His mask slips—sarcasm gives way to caretaking, foreshadowing where his real priorities lie.
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Results-day camping trip
- What happens: He shares the story of “Dae‑Sung” and the ache of feeling cut off from heritage.
- Why it matters: This is vulnerability without an academic frame—Daniel naming a wound that grades can’t heal.
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The Cambridge confession
- What happens: After his interview, he breaks down and lays out his entire history and fears regarding his relationship.
- Why it matters: The scene reframes him completely: ambition as self-defense, success as substitute for certainty in love.
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The rescue mission
- What happens: He sets aside embarrassment to join a road trip with Raine Sengupta and Carys Last to find the person they all care about.
- Why it matters: Action over ego. Daniel chooses presence, proving love matters more than being right—or being first.
Symbolism & Themes
Daniel embodies the split between performance and personhood. His tidy clothes, perfect posture, and Cambridge plan symbolize the safety of a script; his old, too-short uniform is comic proof that the script no longer fits. He also crystallizes the book’s questions about Identity and Authenticity: What name feels true? Who are you when no assessment can grade you? Finally, his secret, hard-to-label romance illuminates Platonic Friendship and Love, where intimacy resists neat categories and the deepest bonds demand care, not definitions.
Essential Quotes
“I don’t literally despise you,” he said. “That’s so dramatic.”
This line punctures the “rival” narrative without fully dismantling his armor. Daniel refuses melodrama but still won’t name the real issue: fear. The joke masks an attempt to de-escalate a relationship he doesn’t yet know how to have.
“I just haven’t seen much of him for a while,” he said, and as he said it, his voice sounded different, softer, not like himself.
The diction shifts from clipped to soft; the performance cracks at the edges of absence. Distance from the person he loves alters his voice, showing how deeply relational his stability is.
“You’re better than me in every possible way, Frances. You really think he cares more about me than he does about you?”
Here, envy collapses into confession. Daniel measures worth comparatively because he cannot locate it within himself; his question reveals the false logic that love is a zero-sum contest someone must win.
“My worst nightmare is making him do something he doesn’t want to do … without knowing … He could have at least— at least broken up with me officially, instead of just leaving me like this … it’s okay if he doesn’t like me in that way any more … it’s okay … but I just want my best friend back.”
This is Daniel at his most honest: love decoupled from possession. The nightmare isn’t rejection but unintentionally causing harm; the plea isn’t for a boyfriend but for a friend. The distinction exposes his core: a boy who wants certainty, yes—but above all, wants the person he loves to be free.
